dazed-N-confrused

ok im in mississippi until like sunday i think. hopefully i can get back home by saturday. all this sad shit is geting on my nerves. i know a few people called me the day i left, and honestly, i didnt know i was leaving that day, so im sorry for not returning the calls....and for just dissapearing like i did. well....i guess thats it for now. im in mississippi, and schools gonna be a bitch when i get back. buhbye now..... <3

im so tired of all this bullshit. all of it...everything... ok...first of all......i cant have a relationship wiht anyone while im trying to handle all this shit....cause i cant let someone affect my decision...or something like that....and no one understands any of this shit....excpt tj, cause hes been here throu it all.. secondly...my parents were fighting...we just learined that half of the things my dad has been telling my mom since he moved was a lie....which annoys the hell outta me, but my mom lies to him soo fucking much, she deeserves to know what she does to him..atleast he told her the truth, she just still lies to him. well...

well....today is vey plain for me. nothing interesting or out of the ordinary has happened. ive kinda fought with my mom some...and she's told justin i was mad at him alot. but i never actually said that. actually, i am kinda...upset at him. see, my brother, justin, his brother, and mikey (my bro's friend) have all been hangin out together today...they ditched me at rils last night. and idk... im tired of being the only girl for once. no one is paying any attention to me...or even adknowledging i exist....so i have locked myself in my room......and now im waiting ot see if anyone i want to talk to will get online. im pretty bored. oh so ve